I wrote some post recently called "Love: How To Proceed," and in it I said that I would be ceasing to actively interact with the object of this desire, this person I "have a crush on." But now I've decided differently. I think I am still going to try to talk to her and interact with her, but I'll put much less focus on this. And I won't idolize her anymore. She's just another flesh-bag, a pile of animated dust, just like me. And maybe that will keep it "healthy." I don't know...
Oh, yes, I just remembered: maybe interacting with her will further build my social skills...
God gave me a mental illness (well, at least I think of it as one...), or, maybe, to appease someone, a mental disorder, whatever, within a category called "autism." But I'm not like the cretin (you can handle a "rude word," right?) who's gotta wear noise-blocking headphones (Because the standard ambience of life is too loud for 'em. And I ain't sayin' it's their fault, but it's part of their disorder...), who frequently has tantrums some call "meltdowns," and, well, I could go on... Basically, I'm not like the animalistic and childlike adult that some people who got "autism" are. I won't thank God for it all, though, because it's partially by my choice (yes, free-will) that I'm as mature as I am.
But anyway, yes, I'm still in the "love" situation...